St. Agnes, Alps Maritime Cote d'Azur 12 x 16 in. oil on board, £1,250
Sketch, St Cezaire sur Siagne, pencil on paper, approx. 11 x 16 in., £200.00
sketch, Bergemon, pencil on paper, approx. 8 x 6 in., £100.00
I am writing this on the back side of a period of quiet, after an intense period of work. I don’t know about other artists, but THIS one needs time of quiet between projects, after time of intense creativity, or worry, or just about anything requiring a modicum of focus. I don’t acknowledge weekends; I tend to work when I can, regardless the day, because I feel inside my deepest, darkest place that if I stop, I’ll never be able to start again. (This much, I know other artists’ suffer from!) Utter nonsense, I know, but there it is!
Just as I need to work whenever the muse strikes, no matter what’s going on outside the studio, I also need to pay attention and NOT work when my inner artist says, “enough!” I call it my “inward” time. I read a book, for hours, or watch movie after movie, or even sometimes just sit in the sun, absorbing the warmth. (To be honest, those days have been few and far between these past 10 years in Glenfinnan....so to absorb ANY sun is to be treasured!) The point is to completely detach – from everything. The only souls who claim my attention then are my cat, Ceilidh, and my horse, Dancer. I’d include my partner in that, if I weren’t single! Friends, of course, but they distract me from the detachment and take me into the world many times – which is what my detach time is asking to hide from. Sometimes I don’t even want to have a coffee with someone other than my book or movie! Make any sense?? And those of you who love me, I KNOW will understand this and not take offense. I AM a gregarious introvert (a descriptive phrase so aptly coined by a very dear friend who is very much like me), with a distinct need to take care of that introvert sometimes.....
What does this mean in the studio? Well....it means that whatever is on the easel has to sit and wait for me to pick up the brushes again. It means that sometimes my brushes sit in turpentine for a few days. It means that I’m not good at answering emails, don’t want to look at my bank statements, or have ANYTHING to do with the world for at least a day or two. If I’m lucky, that’s as long as it lasts, and I get tired of inactivity and sloth and pick up the brushes, the balls, look at my email, and right now, go out and weed a section of my garden.
I must be coming out of my sloth now because I’m writing! So, more paintings on the way (two on easels for 2 days now), sketches to do and show, people to contact, etc., etc. Still focus is on the South of France, but there is focus! The painting above was finished just before my little break; and the sketches are what is currently on the easel. More sketches to publish, but I want to start the work!!