Saturday, 1 April 2017

NEVER GIVE UP!


Vuelettes Sur Mer, Normandy, France

I asked myself this week if perhaps I should give in, give up... my head is bloody from hitting it against the walls!  All artists have to deal with these feelings...well most of us!  That feeling that you're hitting your head against the wall so much that it's bloody, and you can't seem to soar over those walls or off those cliffs the same way you used to.  It's hard to remember the good times, when you're struggling with day to day things like finances, credit ratings, paying rent, buying food, looking for the dosh to get you over the next hump and into a decent (your own) studio - as well as to your next exhibition!  Unexpected expenses seem to be insurmountable; and don't tell us about a savings account for such eventualities!  I wish!  Sigh.

Enough moaning.  I KNOW that this is temporary, and only has any power over me if I choose to give it power.  This isn't the first time I've been here!  Not, my first rodeo! But, giving up is SOOO seductive!  This is what I'm writing about today.  NOT GIVING UP in the face of seemingly insurmountable odds. I talked about this very briefly in an interview with Artist's Web (my website host) in 2014.  I'd forgotten what I said.... and by accident, read it again this past week, just in time. I was asked what was the most important advice I had to impart to other artists....?  My answer was very quick and to the point... TO NEVER GIVE UP.  This is where we separate ourselves from the rest of the world.  We do what we do because we must.  I MUST paint, and explore to do so!  It is part of my path in this life.  It has given me such an incredible life, such incredible insight into the human condition, and most importantly, such incredible insight into myself.

Saturday, 25 February 2017

Solidity with the Easel and Brushes


I had to stop working on my house/studio in Taos, NM in January for a variety of reasons.  Foremost being that I have an exhibition in Normandy, France opening July 14, 2017 for a month.  I had to start painting, despite the fact that my house was by then 3 months behind schedule - winter building.  It took all of 3 days from walking into my temporary studio north of Taos and only a mile from the room I rent to putting paint to canvas (or board as it happens).  I was absolutely right when I thought that all the focus of working on my house/studio would translate directly to the easel!  The work has to be finished by mid-March, and dry by the end of the month so that I can ship it to my framer in preparation for this wonderful little show in the village of Le Bourg Dun, not far from Dieppe.  I have spent nearly every day in the studio - not wanting to tear myself away, even to check on the house and make sure it still is in one piece.  And yes, it (the house) does now have a roof; and has almost completely dried out after spending most of December and January dripping water like a grotto (see my last post!)

I'm still not in my house, but my go fund me campaign is helping, as are people who step up to offer some thing I need, or some free help.  I feel the love!  There are still lots of things I can do before I have to pay for something....but for the moment, my studio has my focus.  I am content!